I am dedicating this very Special post to the person who is mah life and since we met it’s not the same….. Although he didnt arrive with a blast of trumpets, or big bang but his entrance marked a difference….. (Kuch toh tha alag)


Yes it was LOVE. I believe it now……… (Earlier I was bit confused)


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One of the biggest moments in a person"s life is when they propose or are proposed. It is a special moment which is recounted over and over again in our lives……

I remember it was 27th May when he proposed to me….. Sunday evening 7: 20 pm (gals are perfect with the dates and the timing he he }. We started with usual casual talks and then he told me about a gal whom he loves…….. And asked me should he propose her or not, like a friendly advice from a friend…..

I told him to go ahead, I said, aare bol do jayada se jayada mana kar degi.. Its ok, but you tell her.

Then he said ok, Sweetie u wanna see who is that gal?......I was very excited and said, yes……..show me her picture,…... and immediately came the reply he said…… turn around and see in the mirror nearby…………..

The moment I heard ,I was in a state of shock for a while then I realized whatever he was talking all the while was all about me and no one else……..I mean I couldn’t believe mah ears………... Looking at mah ex-pression and reaction he became quite and after a while he said, Sweetie, I Love you………....You know what I asked him straight, I said, how can you love me?......Hearing this he was quite again for a while (but obvious how unexciting that was, really)

He was like what am I talking……..but he replied softly and calmly, he said, love doesn’t need a reason……. And I can’t give a reason or explain it this is the feeling I have for you……..But I wasn’t getting convinced, (typical gal u see)

Normally what we do we only want things that we get on our terms…….Same happened with me I wanted love, but on mah own terms. Unlike other things in our life we want to control love as well but unaware of the fact that it controls us………. Same thing was happening with me. Within I knew I love him, but wanted to control this feeling that was crawling on mah mind……..It took me a 2 day to realize this……… And then steadily began SWEET SWEETIE’s Love Story!!!!

His imperfections are what make him perfect for me….. What every girl wants is to be able to go to a guy, wearing sweats, hair a mess, make-up running down the face, or no make up at all, eyes red from crying, and the first thing he says to her is, "You"re beautiful." WOW!!! LOVE YOU HONEY!!! (mein toh wahi mar jaun, I would feel like someone crowned me as MISS UNIVERSE, really)

No one can make me smile the way he does, and I honestly don’t know what I would do without him. Daily we talk for nearly 12-14 hrs……...and even after this I start missing him even before we end the call……....I never get tired of hearing his voice ……...The sound of his name gives a chill in mah body and when he smiles at me mah heart jumps every time, and mah head spins with excitement.

We have nothing in common, really yet that feeling is so strong……. We are in love……….

I am counting time and crossing days off calendars. Every day I crawl into mah bed and think about the time going by and sweet talk we make each day …….... Every day I open mah email and read the same mail over and over again……….. Read the same SMS twice and thrice a day and then blush with no good reason………...or may be wid a pretty good reason………....And then when I look in the mirror wow!!!! Pinkie!!! Pinkie!!! Sweetie turns pink!!! And then start dreaming about him………… I think of the thousand times of heartache and the million times of joy. I run my fingers over the mirror and smile at it……. Any Guess what happens next……….??? …….Yes???

Yeah! You are right; there comes the inner voice……….. And I know that’s God telling me, dear Sweetie, Baache, itna khush mat ho, itni utavli mat ho………. time aane de………… saab milega…….. and also don’t worry Mah Child I am there……..

And then I like a typical Indian Girl again I blush and run away from that place………… (jaise papa ne mere samne meri shaadi ki baat kar di ho…….haha)

Sleeplessness- That’s the mind status. Then again crawling on to mah bed looking for the cold corner within the cosy sheet, and shush my legs back and forth……… Thinking of him….

For a gal like me thinking makes me think more and more n more…….I want to get in there, inside of you ,I want to see what you see……….. Feel what you feel………. I know somehow, someway, someday I will be with you………. It"s so many things all at once; I cannot describe it with mere words. The moon is moving away another day to rise…………and I am just sitting trying to lure sleep in mah eyes....... and weaving dreams of togetherness……………

Love is making me crazy really………….... It a lot of falling………… I mean I fell in love what next to happen………....Life is so sweet with love, now I understand……………I want to want everything…….. Really I want everything…………………..

Every morning I get up and pray to God, i tell him -----
God, I know you are always there with me…………. In every turn and twist of mah life you have always been there supporting n enlightening mah way………………..Encouraging me to go ahead with what seems impossible…………….. have never let me down……………Please grant me strength to come up to his expectations………. And please be always there as mah guiding star………… You blessed me with everything; worlds best MUMMA N PAPA, and two very loving and caring brother. I couldn’t ask for more..................

Just bless me with Mah Love as Mah Life Partner………..

Well I dont know how I should propose mah guy……but I am trying……....Now its mah turn……….this is really going to be tough for me………...I know I said I will do this for you………...
So here I go……………….



Honey,

Before I begin Please hold mah hand and come closer to me……... Just look into mah eyes…………..and feel what I have to tell you……... Dear we forget those people who once come in our lives and leave……….Some of them touches our heart. .You came into mah life with a reason to make me smile and to share some precious moments of your and mah life……...and bring me out of the cocoon of loneliness that I have built around mah life………. But I couldn’t let you go…...bcoz you not only stepped in mah life with a ray of hope but with time you became a part of it……….. I would rather say you are mah life now………..I have loved you from day one,,, and I will love you to the end,, ......there is silence many a times when we talk………..and other time we just keep on talking and talking for hours n hours……….. Do you know why we are silent sometimes while talking, because you understand every change of mah mood, even know what’s going on in mah mind when I say nothing... and same with me I know you so very well now that I can make out every small change of your mood as well.... And this understanding has come because we talked to each other about everything good/bad , our rite/wrongs that we did in past…….we know each other quite well……..

I am thinking about you all the time……….. You are the person I am thinking of when I go to bed……. and the first smiling face I see when I wake up......what else can i say???? But I LOVE YOU, Love you more than any thing else in the world……….

(If you asking if I need U the answer is 4ever... If you are asking if I"ll leave U the answer is Never... If you are asking what I value the answer is U... If you’re asking if I Love U the answer is I do.)

I LOVE YOU!!!

People say love is stupid……... Then baby,If love is stupid, then I stupid you! They say love is blind, then i want to be blind in your love, becoz i know you are the light of mah life.........

Please be mah forever.........please hold mah hand firm and promise that you’ll never leave me alone…..I want to walk the walk of life with you…….want to cross the bridge of life holding you………want to do all crazy things in mah life with you………..Just want to be with you for the rest of mah life……… want to spend mah life with you………..


Sanjeev, Will You Marry?

I want you back please come back to me.